Feeling Drained?
Ever noticed that sensation of fatigue, as though energy is seeping out?
Sometimes it is about the tiny knots in the day; the transitions almost completed, the abandoned plans or “I’ll do it tomorrow”.
The drain that results, is one of multiple priorities; your life, or fate, is shaping in several directions simultaneously. It may in itself be a product of lacking surplus, or of inner contradicting forces that try to move you in incompatible directions.
The result is a slow steady leaking of energy, leaving you unable to complete tasks - another thing gets added to the to-do list. Those moments, when something inside you almost moved - but didn’t - shape your life more than you might imagine.
And then you finally try to get rid of a distraction, but it claims its space - there’s something “important” or “it could be”.
When did you experience these moments?
Small Choices
Once energy, something you contain in your life, gets stuck - it won’t necessarily just disappear again. It’ll fold into the every-day, color your decisions to ensure compatibility with its presence and suffocate the inner space. It’ll take your energy; another application, a kitchen-tool or another book. You might start feeling like you’re constantly moving but never arriving anywhere.
And while those small stuck points, demand much out of the resources available to you - they’ll drive you to want to make elaborate movements to overcome the drain. They tug at your self-trust, your sense of completion. Fix away the pain that indicate its presence, and it’ll fracture you bit by bit, requiring yet another fix - leaving less and less time for what matters.
Is there something you might need to let go of, something taking up space?
The Invitation
What if each small decision could be a micro-reset? Instead of forcing another item through, inviting you to align.
Try asking yourself:
- “Does this open more space or close it?”
- “Would I choose this again today, if I had all my energy available?”
Forget the big overnight changes. Focus on one small thing, something gentle - something that give you surplus to face the next.
You’re Standing at an Edge
Imagine being there, next to a slow stream. You drop a small leaf — it floats away naturally. There’s no need to push it downriver; it finds its own path.
That’s what reconnecting to inner surplus feels like.
It is that subtle shift, that releases more than it takes.
And to perform at the level..
that responsibilities require of you..
to live up to obligations..
You will need that energy.
And if you keep taking,
the cost will grow in the hidden.
Peer over the edge
Look at what the future could contain for you.
If only you would find freedom.
Take this as an invitation to explore what’s rummaging in your background.
The small things, that determine what life looks like for you.
Sometimes, the tiniest decision re-opens flow. And when that happens, more surplus — energy, time, and ease — naturally returns to you.