For a moment I stalled..

As I’d gone about the day,

I’d barely noticed how I’d gotten used to the changes.
Even so, each small improvement still felt like a tiny victory.
And it felt good.

Yet somehow, it was as though there still was a kind of lack.
It wasn’t “enough”.

Every day was filled with tasks

The usual struggles would surface.
Barely any time for the things I weren’t planning out.

Yet every day,
I still felt that the way I was living…
was bringing me forward.
I kept at it, driven,
but I was burning out minute by minute.

Something dawned on me

As the routine went by,
daily activities churned through,
there was something I missed..

As long as I could remember,
there had been a longing,
that let me know.

Yet I couldn’t listen to it before now.

What is important for you to do?

Others might know, at least think they do.
But do they?

There’s a next thing for everything.
Only they themselves are specialized in finding what that may be.

Layers to life will always be .. less than optimal.
And while certain fundamentals may be desirable,
I firmly believe that every individually naturally seek towards what they need.

Make use of this check to spot if anything I got matches your needs.